Happy New Year everyone, and what a year it MUST become!
Alert readers will have noticed I didn’t write a blog in week 14, even the Do it Now’s didn’t make it happen. Reason for this? Yeah, there were the holidays of course, but that wasn’t really it. My company is in the final stages of migration to a new back office and world wide launch right after that. Since I’m not just one of the marketers in it, but co owner and COO, there is a lot to take care of and simply not enough hours in the day.
The reading has often been replaced by playing recordings with my headset on, while working dilligently.
Because of the focus on all the work, I had to prioritize this week and simply couldn’t have other departments waiting, because of my spending time on personal growth. The price that occassionally comes with the job.
But…..I keep looking at my video poster, am ware of the nr 1 item that I need improvement on and see that daily, with others and with my self at times as well….and I feel like being in a warm bath, while working in perfect harmony with the greatest people one could dream of working with.
Yesterday it seemed like an explosion of all good things manifesting for us….one message after the other came in that filled me with gratitude and excitement. It is like months of dilligent work, on the business AND through the MKMMA on myself, suddenly are rewarded.
I am so much more aware of my thoughts, realizing that exactly these thoughts are forming the path into my future. I am much more forgiving and, not unimportant, find it so much easier to say a heartfelt ‘I am sorry if I pissed you off’….and add a spoken ‘but I really love you’ to that.
Something, just a few months ago, would have been a major treshhold for me to take.
I’ve softened I think….doesn’t mean I can’t take tough decisions, but it is different….I am different.
By the way, I am soooo happy with the new Scroll, I never really liked the 3rd one, but this one is simply uplifting and makes me happy every single time I read it or listen to it’s recording. I cannot imagine to ever not read in this little, yet so important book again after this MKMMA class has finished…. not a surprise if I think about that, because the work on ME will never be finished.
Still trying to complete a 7 day mental diet. Have made it to 5 so far max…. one day it will happen and until then, I will keep re-starting and doing my best.
I’ve scheduled time coming weekend to catch up reading through all of your blogs, something I always experience as something tremendously empowering. Keep growing, keep giving, as we all are nature’s greatest miracle!
Mariska, beautifully written and inspiring. So glad for you and your company and all those miracles happening in your life. You can Do IT!!!!
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Beautiful post & so transparent. We are all growing & changing, I feel blessed to be a part of such a lovely group of encouraging & transparent people. We are unfolding, the possibilities which were latent & not visible within are manifesting and becoming clearly visible and obvious in the world without 🙂 Shalom be the journey!
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Well done Mariska. Love your honesty and willingness to share. Sounds like exciting times for you! Great blog thank you.
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Great Blog Mariska, happy you come back to this. You inspire us.
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Moving forward! Very exciting to be part of this company!
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Thank you thank you thank you for your honest transparency. I can relate having a full-time j.o.b. and 2 part-time businesses that I exert much energy into manifesting into full-time so I can wave bye bye to working full-time for someone else. At first up to week about 8 I thought this is nuts, too much work, how is it all going to get done. But, Mark is right once the foundation is set in place the small tasks on self only take minutes; the reading (I love to read) less that an hour for everything. It is getting the posts done that I sometimes fall short on because I don’t want to leave a 1 or 2 word snapshot but really respond to the posts I read. Be encouraged, and continually inspired you are an amazing unique and rare creature with a significant purpose only you can fulfill. You are on the right track, right train and chugging the right direction. Be well in mind, body and spirit! Best of 2015 to you and yours.
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Congratulations on the expansion of goodness in your business and in your living. One step at a time, with your daily practice, and the glory of who you are and who you are becoming. Such Beauty!
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So glad things are looking up in your job. I understand how busy life can be and learning to juggle everything. I don’t feel like I have too many time vampires left, but still feel like i am struggling to do everything. Hang in there. There are many in the same boat as you.
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Great post Mariska! I have always enjoyed reading your thoughts. Thanks for sharing. God bless you on your journey. Please read my poems I wrote in my blog Week 11 and give me your feedback if you so desire. Thank you.
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I would love to read your blog but that pop up seems impossible to close on mobile.
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